Awara Dil

     Hay apna dil to awara najanay kis pe auay ga

I enjoyed such songs as if they were expressing my own condition/feelings  like:

  Jawanian ye must must bin piyay jalati chal rahi hen rah men diyay

na janay in men kis ky wastay hun main

na janay in main kawn hay meray liyay   -  meray liyay

 I was just thinking about these songs today and I remember I tried to sing it as a presentation along with Zaheer who could sing some too with all or some classfellows who got together in Lahore on our 25th anniversary of graduation

  But it did not work out as our talk/discussions did not go in such direction

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Heart and its Rhythm

                  December brings a year to end and makes us reflect ove the last year or years

   From the title one would think of all kinds of hearts but Rhythm relates to its physical function only.   My heart has undergone changes over the last 5 years or so . All over my life or at least about 75 years my BP always was 120/80 plus minus 10 Maximum systolic in later years i had 142 systolic but after my little renal stone it shot up and now I have regular hypertention needing medication to control. As for rhythm it is stable with medications and today it all checked out fine but the pacemaker has only 7 months life of battery left which will need changing  with a new one

    In addition diabetic tendency seems to have increased too along with all other  problems As I used to say if you live long enough you are going to have diabetes

Well on the whole I thank the Almighty who has given me so many years of healthy life and still have His grace for keeping me good with almost normal mind - just some memory difficulties 

Have now to look forward to the year 2026

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None

It so happens there is no event memorable except 11th of November which I used to observe Veterans Day when I worked in VA Hospital in Fayetteville

That was a memorable period of my life

 J have previously expressed my feelings that I developed great respect for the Veterans during m y time of work in that hospitals

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Nawafil pooray 92

Today is that day when one feels like going over all the previous years/days of life , good or bad or not so bad all included

Well here it is folks (Nazireen in Urdu), I have had a busy morning by myslef. After the sunrise, (actually exactly 15 minutes after sunrise time) I decided to say "thank you" to my Creator offering Him ninety two Rakaat Nafil (Plural Nawafil) each one for each year of this wonderful life He has graced me with. As expected from my dwindeling powers of memory I had lot of problems so I had taken a precaution of keeping an account of the numbers but still got forgetful in my recitations of surahs. Until I took up easy verses I had learned in childhood and in my first year studies of Islamiyat class - the last ten surahs of Quran, which was a shortened easier system also I had learned in my village mosque with poorly educated Imam who used them twice during Ramadan taraweeh to make complete twenty.That solved the problem, still it took me well over an hour to finish. then made my dus for myself and all important family persons

May Allah SWT accept my efforts

USA Organ Donation sytem problems

It is so distressing to see the news of legal and ethical problems in our country. Greed and  inhuman disregard in carrying out this process indicating that Satan keeps winning everywhere. Criteria are all well established about brain death but circulatory death is also being used which sometimes even leads to improper diagnosis of death from heart failure, incomplete death  and wrong diagnosis being used for procuring organs. Why would such doctors not be with loss of licences to practice medicine I dont understand.

   Thats why I am so critical of the Americam Medical Association who should have and exercise more power to bring such horrible activities in medical profession. There has always been lack of enough available organs to meet the demands that always exceed but that should not lead to getting organs out of almost living human beings and the quality/sustainability of organs must be kept in mind

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PRIDE celebration

"Pride"  (See also my blog of May 2nd 2015)

A name chosen for LGBTQ organization or groupf gay people whatever you may call but Satan made them choose such name Telling us be proud of being like people of Loot AS (Lot in english)

  Amazing and sort of eye-catching  while for me being normal this is just amazing why are people coming out in large numbers in the streets to show support of these abnormal people sort of if you make an organization of one eyed persons and call it some thing like smart vision.  It reminds me of a Quranic expression

 Zayyan-shshaitaan-o- aamaalahum  (Satan made their deeds look/feel nice to them)

 Lesbian Gay Bisexual Trandgender and Queer are persons who have either due to hormonal or other abnormalities or some other reason especially psychological abnormalities patients who are currently being considered "Normal" human beings and so they do not seek medical advice or treatment/therapeutic approaches. 

     "Thats the way God made them"

And thats true medically speaking but then all other abnormalities like somebody born with  six fingers or squinting eyes or harelip etc  they would go for therapeutics but not if child shows signs of same sex liking ot love or preferring  same sex acts. Of course not all such persons can be treated medically speaking. But all other aspects of such persons are like other human beings and should be given the same respect that you would give to a person born with squinting eys or whatever and NOT laugh at them

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a Special Day today

Yes indeed May 8th

       Some classical writers have written things like:

Aik Gadhay Ki SirGuzasht 

Or some such articles giving this "downtraden" but very useful animal that God has created for us. No I cant write about what and how useful he is for human beings even though he is not remembered with good names or feelings We even use the name as a name calling or abuse

  I found that Today is WORLD DONKEY DAY

That is the first time I have seen/known some respect being given to a real "gadha"

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